February Approaches

Well tommrrow is the first day of February. Which is the month of my birthday. It will be a busy month. Jeffrey moves, valentines day, visit to waco for sing, libbys wedding and lots of work. Being busy is good I just want to make sure I am truly enjoying every moment I am given. February is also very hard for me because it is a reminder that another year has passed without my dad. I think I will forever be sad and i have come to accept that its perfectly okay. I wonder sometimes what my life would be life if he were still here, but then I am reminded by how blessed my life has really been. I may never understand why my dad died when I was so young, but i know that it has made me who I am today. Im lucky to know that he is with me everyday and always watching over me and my family!
On a lighter note, lots of great things are going on. I work with some amazing people and have been so blessed that God put me at my school. I miss my college friends, seeing my sister every day, running the beartrail, going out on Tuesday nights well basically I just miss college. It really was a great season of my life. I booked my first trip to Minnesota today to go visit my sweet boyfriend that will be living there for the next 9 months doing job training. I also found out that I get to go on a ski trip for spring break with my big sister and her fam! I am super excited. I did my taxes for the first time this month and cant wait to spend my refund haha I am such a girl!
For the next month I am really working on leaving everything in Gods hands and putting all of my faith in him because there really is no other way and its something I seem to be struggling with lately. I am also going to try and eat healthier and work out more. Oh ya and take more pictures I have been falling down on the job lately. I guess this is all for now..hope everyone has a great first day of February!

--Meg